So.. I've always wanted to do something like this; always dreamt of becoming a writer some day: a great novelist. Somehow, I have this tendency to end things before they ever actually begin, but that ends today! However, I have a feeling that this isn't going to be at all what I intend... We'll see where it goes!
Today, I realized that I give way more often than I receive (in relationships of any sort). I don't know why I try so hard.. Yes, I like people to be happy, but I want to be happy, too! Is there something so wrong with that? Today, I had plans to go the the Now & Zen Fest in SF with one of my closest friends, but I guess she forgot that I was going to be back the night before and assumed I was still gone on my field trip to the forest. It just kind of hurt that she left me behind, but at the same time I feel like maybe I'm just being a big baby about the whole situation. Maybe it was just a lapse in communication, but I still wish she would have called or messaged me before she left, just to make sure.. Oh well.. I guess I'm being too hard on her.
So maybe I'll just take someone else with me!
