After the pity party..

Well, yesterday was actually pretty awesome. Even though I didn't get to go to the festival, I was super productive! I'm feeling really great about it today; less stressed out and not as much catching up to do. Feeling pretty fantastic.

On the other hand, I just met this guy and am having 'crush-like' feelings about him, but I don't think I'm ready to put myself out there, yet. And I don't think the feelings are reciprocated, so maybe I should just leave it alone for now.  However, one of my best friends thinks I need to just jump on it already... So maybe I'm just dragging. I'm not afraid; maybe sort of nervous, but not scared. I feel like I'm moving too fast, though. Letting myself get too attached before I know where he stands, but I'm  probably just not on level with him. I don't really know. I really should just forget about it for now and concentrate more on classes and getting through before I go about pursuing something that will just end up sucking for me anyway because it's never going to go the way I planned... 

Okay.. /rant. *breathe* I gotta remember to just be sometimes. At times, that's all it takes. And I need to get out more with my friends, stop getting so deep before things move forward, and just be me.