Fear

So today I realized what the problem is..

I'm scared. Not so much that I  can't move for fear that something will go wrong. No, it's different than that. I'm scared of rejection and losing friendships and not being good enough. That's what keeps me from putting myself out there. I wish I could just forget about it and move past it, but it cripples me some days. I can't do some of the things I've always dreamed about because I am so afraid of showing people the real me...

I feel better now that I've gotten that out of my system.. Moving on. ;)